Balisong
by Rivermaya

Your face lights up the sky on the highway.
Someday, you'll share your world with me someday.
You mesmerize me with diamond eyes;
I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright.
But I am losing all control -
My mind, my heart, my body and my soul

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.

To speak or not to; where to begin.
The way dilemmas I'm finding myself in.
For all I know you only see me as a friend.
I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end.

"Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted (more)." (Repeat 2x)

You're everything I wanted
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The Reason
by Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And me the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I found a reason for me
To change who I use to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

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hmm this is another song that was given to me n thx ha i really appreciated;.....hmm ano na nga ba ?? it's been a quite sometime na n still we keep on missing to each other kc naman eh no ilan days na ba kaming di nag kikita n anyway oki naman sa situation namin so far muntik nga ako magkasala sa kanya eh coz of my silliness buti na lang mahaba ang pasensya nya sa akin ^^ thx hon 4 always keeping me understand especially during topakin days ko n na22wa ako sa horroscope ko now kasi it says that "sobra ang ipinakikita mong pagmamahal sa iyong kasuyo, gayunman, sosobra rin ang tuwa mo kapag naki2tang masayang-masaya sya, dahil i2 ang syang nagbibigay sa u nang galak" o d ba ang taray nang horroscope ko ? somehow yah it's true coz he's only my happiness ^^ kaya i'll do anything to make him happy n sana happy nga sya sa mga ginagawa ko love u hon n ingat ka lagi ^^ o sya till here na lng haba na post ko eh eheh^^ja ne

Now That I Found You
by Mytown

How can I believe that my
Heart would find someone like you
You see the real me
No in-betweens, I had nowhere to hide
You took away the walls around me
Made me feel safe to share my truth

Chorus:
I see the heavens open
A heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer
You touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
Now that I found you

You believe we're meant to be
Our chemistry will last forever
And through the years we'll see some tears
We'll conquer fears, together we will grow
Looking in your eyes they tell me
I'll no longer have to feel alone

I see the heavens open
A heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer
You touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
Now that I found you

You, you see me
The real me
You believe in me

I see the heavens open
A heart that once was broken
(Because of you)
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer
You touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough

I see the heavens open
A heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer
You touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
Now that I found you
Now that I found you...

Ahhh...
Ahhh....

So glad that I found you.. (Ahh..)

Ahh...

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ehe i don't know the melody of this but the lyrics it sounds nice n i love it n i heartfully dedecated this to him ..... n may konti akong ginawang kabalbalan but i'm happy n satisfy sa naging result nang kabalbalan ko thx hon i really appreciated n as the songs say nga eh "How can I believe that my
Heart would find someone like you
You see the real me
No in-betweens, I had nowhere to hide
You took away the walls around me
Made me feel safe to share my truth"

yeah thx hon it really touches me hon thx 4 everything ^^ don't worry hon d2 lang ako lagi para sa u love u ^^

what's w/ d' title well it's been scary kc a few months ago may nakausap ako abt certain things n the due month was this May n a while ago i saw him in a tricycle n told me he'll be back of all d' months naman y May pa?? n nabahala ako kung ano ang result nang after 3 months naming di pag-uusap, then nag flash back ulit ang lahat nang usapan namin sa utak ko n hon knows abt this matter ..... till now i was w8ting 4 this guy 4 a futher information abt sa usapan namin 3 months ago n I'm quite confuse kung dapat pa ba aming pag-usap or rather i should pretend na 4got ko na yung usapan namin 3 months ago coz as of now i'm sure na happy na ako key hon n wala na akong mahihiling pa he completed me n he always make sure na i'm happy n i'm sure he really does love me, how do i know it well i have my own way of finding out ^^ n till now this guy is still haven't showed up n i'm quite nervous w8ting him to come pero i know kaya ko 2 i can tel him directly na sorry i have someone special in my life now n he made me complete.......... of who i am ... right now is all b'coz of hon thx hon muah ^^

hmm d' result ^^it's oki naman n finally oki naman ang naging usapan namin abt this guy n thx God he understand my feelings towards my hubby n but it's kinda sad coz i found a little secret of hon na ikinagulat ko n nahurt ako n nakakatuwa pa on the same night pa n i can't help but to cry n cry masakit sa akin ang nalaman ko but how can't i get mad to the guy na minahal ko nang sobra sobra dami akong gus2ng tanugin sa kanya abt certain things like this n like that daming gumugulo sa isip ko daming tanong pero i'm scared to ask a certain things to him lalo na kung di ko makikita ang magiging facial expression nya gus2 ko if i ask him he was right in front of me ika nga di ba "in ur face" para mabasa ko ang feelings nya maski thru facial expression man lng ..........but how can i ask him if i'm affraid kung ano ang isasagot nya sa mga questions ko, e1 ko ba babaw talaga luha ko as i write this post i can't help to cry although ok na kami but still andun yung fear ko........... fear of what nga ba ? .......... di ko alam pero alam ko dami akong dapat katakutan lalo na now ...... mga bagay bagay na di ko ma explain pero alam ko dapat akong matakot sa dapat i sasagot nya maybe sa 22 hopefully he can come w/us maybe dun magkakalinawan n sana mawala na ang takot ko .........n sana 2loy 2loy na maging ok na kami ......... basta hon d2 lang naman ako lagi eh if u need me n alam mo naman yun di ba na no matter what and2 lng ako para sa u always n 4ever .............i love u hon!!

hmm.... it's been a while since i last post here hmm this past few days daming nangyari na malungkot na masaya din, ndi ko ma distinguish kung alin ang mas lamang ang malungkot ba o masaya kasi almost equal lang 1st is last 14 yeah masaya coz kahit papano nag kita naman kami after almost 1 month naming di pagkikita but on d' night b4 fall nagkahiwalay naman kami agad kasi he needs to pass some documents to his boss who's live near in cavite also kaya malungkot na naman, tapos again then planing sa swimming dis 22 yeah masaya kasi after 2 or 3 yrs ata nag plan ulit kaming ang swimming kaso mukhang malabo kasi daming prob d2 sa bahay, n d' worst is ndi kasama c hon coz he's something up to na mas important n i understand naman eh kaya lng di ko maiwasan na malungkot na naman ewan ko ba ms ko na agad sya kung pwede ko nag lang ba talagang i stop d' time n day na tipong ma freeze lahat n isang tao lang ang pwede mong makasama maybe sya ang pipiliin ko haay ewan ko ba basta ang alam ko i ms him so much

whew!! it's been a 10 days since d' last time i post here anyway here's some details on how i spend d' past 10 days hmm 1st was last 22 ndi kami na 2loy coz of d' rain =( too bad coz i really miss to swim. second is nagkaroon c hon nang unting prob n till now medyo inaayuz pa nya n hopefully hon maayuz mo din yan next is this day May 27,2004 it's our 2nd monthsary n still keeps going n enjoying each other's company n hope fully 2loy 2loy na 2 although malabo kaming magkita still he's trying his best to find time 4 me maski thru RO n somehow thru that nararamdaman ko din ang presence nya (babaw ko no?) but still i'm wishing na sama mag kasama kami in this day but i know super dooper labo nun n i understand naman eh kaso nga lang minsan d ko maiwasan ang malungkot kc ms na ms ko na talaga ang physical apprerance nya n ang paglalambing nya d ba? pero ano magagawa ko yoko anamn mag demand coz it's not like me kung mag dedemand ako nang like this n like that no way wala akong ibang choice but to be more patience n understanding coz i know maski man sya nahihirap din sa gani2ng situation pero pinasok namin 2 eh n in d' 1st place alam naman namin na gani2 ang mangyayari eh but still pe-nersue namin 2 kaya we have 2 sacrifice d ba ? sana makaya ko pa sana makaya pa namin 2 basta isa lng alam ko ms n ms ko na sya sobra